yeaah..going back home *again*

hhh i'm kinda losing some knacks to write blog nowadays, YEAH..it really comes to me... AGAIN!!! can somebody just tell me how to overcome this boredom by nature????? to tell u da truth, i write today coz i'm so damn happy to go back to bali...yup, to my lovely hometown, aaaand to the love of my life....my puppy.....but i can't stay longer than wat i'm expecting, have that training program to do....

okay then....cya...


** i just realized, i used "..." a lot huh? **

God is soooo good

fiuuuh after been through so many sleepless nights started in 18 April, finally....finally....i got a job...in Japan!!! hoho i'm soo eager to work there, never thought i'd really go to Japan to work ^o^

but to wait for the result to come out was another thing. Yesterday was the most miserable night ever!! after being interviewed by 3 japanese people i could hardly wait for the result...so i ended up thinking back about my interview and how i thought i'd made a mistake here and there...and woke up every one hour!!!!! geez...and at 7.30 in the morning, i got a very very good news ho3 but before i can work there, i'll be in a training program for 7 months...*grin*

actually i wanted to post something about this, yeah you know, kind of a progress report each day the selection tests were held, buuut no no...big risks *tehehe*

** miz u dear puppy **
** wait for me this sunday okay, i'll hug u pretty soon huehehe **

Look!! How cute he is ^o^

This pic was taken after he ate. He looks like a pig ^^

lot of gifts ^^

wanna inform u, March 5 2006, i was falling in love at d first sight. He's so cute, adoreable, loveable. Let me introduce u with my brand new puppy!!!!! he's 4 months old and loves to sleep a lot. Aaarrgh mizz him badly ^^ can't wait to go home. wanna kiss him ehehe
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i forget what to say, hhh...i'm a lil bit sick today, i've been sick for about 3 days and i'm not getting better. perhaps this is b'coz of my holiday. well my mom took me with her for a week trip. It was a hell lot of fun but the last day....a hectic day. And..as a result, i'm flu, having a cough, fever...geez!! but it's worth it he3 ^^ now it is time to set my priorities in life. i'm kind of lost, so many things that have to be done in a short time. Toefl test, ccna test, scholarship hunting, job hunting...huuh headache!!

Voila...

hhh...i've done a lot of thinking just to decide whether i should say something like this in blog *sigh* what a tough decision.

okay, to begin with, i wanna say thanks to my friend whom i've known since my first day at college. at first, i want to say this in person, but i'd better not. so, i hope my friend read this blog.

*start...*

Cher, mon ami, ca va??
C'est un secret actually, but i think it's okay to tell hehehe ce n'est pas un secret anymore.
Well, merci. if it wasn't b'coz of u, i wouldn't bother to give all my best. Tu es magnifique! tu es merveilleux, u r able to place urself higher, and to exceed my expectation. BIEN FAIT!!. Je t'adore.

So once again, merci bien, to be one step ahead me *grr...at this point i should get angry, shouldn't i? u're ALWAYS one step ahead!!* ooow btw, i'm glad we made it at d same time *fiuh..* You have no idea how glad i was, that i managed to hold my pride. The night before, i was worried to death , my whole life were at stake u know!! Thankfully, ev'rything ended well hoho ^^

Amities..

*end..*

yesss!! i'm goin' home tomorrow, but i haven't packed anything yet. Cut me some slack ;p

:: busy...busy...packing clothes ^^

i have my title now!!!

hoi hoi i nailed it!! ~thanks God~ i got through that horrible day ever #thesis exam# really..i don't wanna have that experience ever again!! horrifying u know!! ehhehe but at the end i did it. well, for my frendz who are still waiting for the schedule, jia you!! keep fighting!! and keep ur faith n hope in Him, n ev'rything shall be okay.

oouu huehehe look at that pic. what do u think?? is it bad?? umm that's my latest painting. u can't see the signature, can u?? aaah too bad!!

well, to finish it, i got some help of course from my art teacher. i did that painting in December, n why orchid? coz my dad reeeaaaally likes orchid. it's always a great pleasure to paint something for some1 u love the most. btw, can u tell that it's orchid? my mom thought it was butterfly *sigh*

This 15?? oh no

yesterday my friend told me it was this 15. my thesis exam schedule! kind of shock, bcoz i haven't prepared anything whatsoever.
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study study and study hard
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don't mess around!

how is it possible for him to be such a pain in d a**? ~sorry ^^~ i just don't get it. grrrr made me feel angry, disappointed, and embarassed - the whole package, everybody!! - in one brief moment!! i don't know what that cold blooded brat wants from me!! hmmph...wanna throw something *ups..no* okay...just as my best friend always says...be patient...take a deep breath...

ehm..ehm..nothing in particular

just read my friend's blog and she has that lil shoutbox at d bottom right *take a look at mine!!* yeah i saw my friend's and i wanted one in my blog..so i signed up and got one. Now, say what's on ur mind my friends, add somethin' there huehehe ^^

aside of that, i had a date with IPv6 book yesterday...*sigh* i'm getting sick of IPv6, but what option do i have? i have to make a "good relationship" with IPv6 so that i can get my title right away hiks T.T jia you 4 myself *grin*

::desperate for strawberry ice cream right now..yummy::

Snowy was hit by a car!!!

Snowy is a dog, in case u r wondering who on earth Snowy is ^^ well ehm..he's my dog unofficially. This is a heartbreaking story about snowy and how he ended up become my dog.

Two weeks before i came home to Bali, snowy...half dead, struggling to extend his life a second longer. At that day, he was probably only 4 months old. He had no fur ~pardon me for this cruel reality~ covered his skin at that time. He walked toward front door with all strength left in his fragile body. Okay...so far u might think i make it sounds a big deal..u know, exaggerate the whole thing?! yes i am....wait, no, kidding!! i'm telling u the truth ;p okay, i'll give u time to weep ^o^...................now, story continues. My fam - felt sorry about his condition - gave him food. That night, snowy slept in front of our door. The next day, and the day after, and the day after that until now, snowy always standby in front of our door, sometimes looking at us through a glass door. We give him food twice a day. He's like a dog given to us (although not really ours, actually. He sleeps outside!!). Snowy came to my house two weeks before Christmas, that's why we think that snowy is a dog sent by God (don't laugh at that ^^)

Buut...recently, mom called me, snowy was hit by a car, and is having a broken bone. He was crying all day, they said. i wanna go home, to see snowy T.T so...my frendz, i need your full support of prayers, please pray together that my snowy will be just okay and recover soon and go back to give joy to everyone who knows and sees him ^^

CB exam ~sleepy~

so sleepy right now so in order to keep my eyes open a bit longer, i decided to write today's blog ^^ hhhh at 10 o'clock this morning will be held what so called "a no brainer" exam hehe yep it's character building. Yet i'm reading the whole book....yes, i read it, heey it's important to know what page to look for ^^ but i almost can't stand it anymore..my bed and pillows are calling me...longing to sleep soo much and i still have 167 pages to go...bloodyhell!! ~ sorry ;p ~
ups one more thing that actually makes me stay awake....i'm so damn happy hoho, yesterday, "poundsterling talked to euro" ~giggle~ well yeah, to my friendz out there, u can crack the code rite??? ^^ huaa life is indeed a box of chocolate ^^

grrr...back to boring book again, damn, 167 pages? kyaa time to go, ciao..

In waiting and finally got the answer

Okay..a year has gone by, my thesis is done ~fiuuh~ after 5 months of nightmare, misery, and bloodshed. Really, i hate those days, i couldn't sleep well without first thinking about my thesis...the worst bedtime story ever!!! yuck!! but, it's over now...and the misery is replaced with another misery. I'm so sick of waiting for thesis schedule. We handed the soft covers in at 23 jan, and until now, i haven't heard of the schedule yet while my friends one by one has already got their title, geez...i envy them. Well...it's not like i'll get the title for sure, but i'm so panic that at the end, i'm the only one left behind (have to start over at next semester). ouh nooo...i can't even think about it.

Umm but...my other problem has been solved just recently...out of nowhere!!! just pure luck. Thank God, i believe He laid His hand on my problem ~grin~ have u ever heard this phrase: just listen to your inner heart. I didn't exactly follow that, although i'm perfectly agree with that phrase. Well, you don't blame me, if the matter is about love...~grin...again~ yep, at first, i ignored those little stones i felt about him, some things that didn't fit me but i forced to put them aside and prefer to be in love. Just a few minutes ago, i finally realized it...that he is actually mr. maybe, not the right one for me. Yeah it hit me hard at first, but in a split second i realized i was such a lucky girl. I am. Being able to know the truth before hand is lucky...and a miracle in my part. So...follow the golden rule, no matter what, just listen to your inner heart and you'll be okay.

::unhappy yet grateful mode on::

Sleepy

It has been a while since the last post, well..due to my laziness ^^ And now i'm in a sleepy mode T.T after writing this, i've still got CISCO chapter 4 & 5 waiting for me *hiks* Heeh i'm trying real hard to keep my eyes open. So...see ya ^^

Gemini Geisha

Hhh i'm getting bored with this, that's b'coz i rarely come up with a good thing to write here. Hmph i lied, i'm a gemini and that explains everything i guess ^^ yeah easily to get bored and tends to jump over different things in a short time...it can't be helped, believe me! That's the nature of a true gemini (i'm not proud of that, only to let u know =p)

Oh no, i haven't figured out the right plan to take my revenge ho3 I told linda this morning 'bout it and undoubtedly she agreed regardless whom i'm going to take revenge on ^^ crush him?? Let's go for it!!

::Geisha = arts person::

Jogging ^^

I was about capturing Prince of Tennis and i thought i wrote this first ^^ hmm i have no idea whatsoever what to write after all, nothing special happened today only the fact that i got up at dawn (around 5 am :p) to go jogging with linda at Senayan. We ran into a bunch of guys who were so annoying there *hmph* so childish too, geez haven't they seen girls running before?

Put those guys aside, this morning was a perfect morning to jog, we didn't get our skins burned (cloudy ha3 love it) and not so crowded too =p well it was okay but what left is..i can't feel my legs...so damn tired i can't wait to sleep, weits..after capturing images of course hehe...ciao

:: jogging is good for your health:: ^0^

Sushi...wedding gown...painting ^^ great day!

I just came back from Taman Anggrek mall with nia n linda. Hhh so crowded there, maybe b'coz today's sunday ^^ We had our lunch at the Japanese restourant. Aaah i had no guts to eat sushi, now i'm hungry and all i can think of is sushi!! damn!! But, each time when i look at a raw fish on rice...i think i prefer a properly cooked fish for my lunch!! so i ended up eating chicken katsu hehe Yeah someday i'll eat sushi for sure...i wonder what it'd taste like ^0^

Oh yeah there was a wedding gown fashion show there...sooo wonderful...and a lot of wedding cakes too in various styles. It made me wanna get married soon you know ^^ lol..*silly me*

Overall, today is great although at the end we're all dizzy ^^ too much walking i think, hhh but i can't sleep now, still have my painting to work on ^0^ i planned to paint cherry blossoms scene at first, but i couldn't figured out quite exactly what cherry blossoms image should i paint. So finally i decided to paint a Paris street scene after browsed everywhere in the internet, looking for ideas ^^ i hope it'd turn out to be a good painting after all.

Bad habit *sigh*

Kyaa..i missed 2 classes this morning. Well i got up early but somehow i didn't feel like coming to class ^^ hhh in saturday i have 2 boring lectures...now, it wasn't completely all my fault huh? I'm feeling a bit guilty not coming to class actually, so i'm planning not to fall into my bad habit again in the future (nice resolution anyway haha) No.. i mean it this time, i've got to study harder coz time's running by and it's getting even closer n closer to my final day...aaah skripsi time!!! Mada mada dane...
ooh it's time to take a shower n grab a bite to eat!! i'm starving ^^?

Another assignments

aaah today's almost weekend...and guess what i got, another assignment *sob* For enterpreneurship class, we've been told to prepare minimum 3 business plans in a week...three!! man..isn't there any other way to make me more miserable?? Hhh...but keep fighting!! Jia you ^^

Hmm...

Geez..my friend asked me to help her with her blog and actually i didn't know either ^^ so i thought i'd like to give it a try. And...here i am, my first blog (did i use the term correctly? haha)