Voila...

hhh...i've done a lot of thinking just to decide whether i should say something like this in blog *sigh* what a tough decision.

okay, to begin with, i wanna say thanks to my friend whom i've known since my first day at college. at first, i want to say this in person, but i'd better not. so, i hope my friend read this blog.

*start...*

Cher, mon ami, ca va??
C'est un secret actually, but i think it's okay to tell hehehe ce n'est pas un secret anymore.
Well, merci. if it wasn't b'coz of u, i wouldn't bother to give all my best. Tu es magnifique! tu es merveilleux, u r able to place urself higher, and to exceed my expectation. BIEN FAIT!!. Je t'adore.

So once again, merci bien, to be one step ahead me *grr...at this point i should get angry, shouldn't i? u're ALWAYS one step ahead!!* ooow btw, i'm glad we made it at d same time *fiuh..* You have no idea how glad i was, that i managed to hold my pride. The night before, i was worried to death , my whole life were at stake u know!! Thankfully, ev'rything ended well hoho ^^

Amities..

*end..*

yesss!! i'm goin' home tomorrow, but i haven't packed anything yet. Cut me some slack ;p

:: busy...busy...packing clothes ^^

i have my title now!!!

hoi hoi i nailed it!! ~thanks God~ i got through that horrible day ever #thesis exam# really..i don't wanna have that experience ever again!! horrifying u know!! ehhehe but at the end i did it. well, for my frendz who are still waiting for the schedule, jia you!! keep fighting!! and keep ur faith n hope in Him, n ev'rything shall be okay.

oouu huehehe look at that pic. what do u think?? is it bad?? umm that's my latest painting. u can't see the signature, can u?? aaah too bad!!

well, to finish it, i got some help of course from my art teacher. i did that painting in December, n why orchid? coz my dad reeeaaaally likes orchid. it's always a great pleasure to paint something for some1 u love the most. btw, can u tell that it's orchid? my mom thought it was butterfly *sigh*

This 15?? oh no

yesterday my friend told me it was this 15. my thesis exam schedule! kind of shock, bcoz i haven't prepared anything whatsoever.
......... (speechless)
study study and study hard
..................

don't mess around!

how is it possible for him to be such a pain in d a**? ~sorry ^^~ i just don't get it. grrrr made me feel angry, disappointed, and embarassed - the whole package, everybody!! - in one brief moment!! i don't know what that cold blooded brat wants from me!! hmmph...wanna throw something *ups..no* okay...just as my best friend always says...be patient...take a deep breath...

ehm..ehm..nothing in particular

just read my friend's blog and she has that lil shoutbox at d bottom right *take a look at mine!!* yeah i saw my friend's and i wanted one in my blog..so i signed up and got one. Now, say what's on ur mind my friends, add somethin' there huehehe ^^

aside of that, i had a date with IPv6 book yesterday...*sigh* i'm getting sick of IPv6, but what option do i have? i have to make a "good relationship" with IPv6 so that i can get my title right away hiks T.T jia you 4 myself *grin*

::desperate for strawberry ice cream right now..yummy::

Snowy was hit by a car!!!

Snowy is a dog, in case u r wondering who on earth Snowy is ^^ well ehm..he's my dog unofficially. This is a heartbreaking story about snowy and how he ended up become my dog.

Two weeks before i came home to Bali, snowy...half dead, struggling to extend his life a second longer. At that day, he was probably only 4 months old. He had no fur ~pardon me for this cruel reality~ covered his skin at that time. He walked toward front door with all strength left in his fragile body. Okay...so far u might think i make it sounds a big deal..u know, exaggerate the whole thing?! yes i am....wait, no, kidding!! i'm telling u the truth ;p okay, i'll give u time to weep ^o^...................now, story continues. My fam - felt sorry about his condition - gave him food. That night, snowy slept in front of our door. The next day, and the day after, and the day after that until now, snowy always standby in front of our door, sometimes looking at us through a glass door. We give him food twice a day. He's like a dog given to us (although not really ours, actually. He sleeps outside!!). Snowy came to my house two weeks before Christmas, that's why we think that snowy is a dog sent by God (don't laugh at that ^^)

Buut...recently, mom called me, snowy was hit by a car, and is having a broken bone. He was crying all day, they said. i wanna go home, to see snowy T.T so...my frendz, i need your full support of prayers, please pray together that my snowy will be just okay and recover soon and go back to give joy to everyone who knows and sees him ^^

CB exam ~sleepy~

so sleepy right now so in order to keep my eyes open a bit longer, i decided to write today's blog ^^ hhhh at 10 o'clock this morning will be held what so called "a no brainer" exam hehe yep it's character building. Yet i'm reading the whole book....yes, i read it, heey it's important to know what page to look for ^^ but i almost can't stand it anymore..my bed and pillows are calling me...longing to sleep soo much and i still have 167 pages to go...bloodyhell!! ~ sorry ;p ~
ups one more thing that actually makes me stay awake....i'm so damn happy hoho, yesterday, "poundsterling talked to euro" ~giggle~ well yeah, to my friendz out there, u can crack the code rite??? ^^ huaa life is indeed a box of chocolate ^^

grrr...back to boring book again, damn, 167 pages? kyaa time to go, ciao..

In waiting and finally got the answer

Okay..a year has gone by, my thesis is done ~fiuuh~ after 5 months of nightmare, misery, and bloodshed. Really, i hate those days, i couldn't sleep well without first thinking about my thesis...the worst bedtime story ever!!! yuck!! but, it's over now...and the misery is replaced with another misery. I'm so sick of waiting for thesis schedule. We handed the soft covers in at 23 jan, and until now, i haven't heard of the schedule yet while my friends one by one has already got their title, geez...i envy them. Well...it's not like i'll get the title for sure, but i'm so panic that at the end, i'm the only one left behind (have to start over at next semester). ouh nooo...i can't even think about it.

Umm but...my other problem has been solved just recently...out of nowhere!!! just pure luck. Thank God, i believe He laid His hand on my problem ~grin~ have u ever heard this phrase: just listen to your inner heart. I didn't exactly follow that, although i'm perfectly agree with that phrase. Well, you don't blame me, if the matter is about love...~grin...again~ yep, at first, i ignored those little stones i felt about him, some things that didn't fit me but i forced to put them aside and prefer to be in love. Just a few minutes ago, i finally realized it...that he is actually mr. maybe, not the right one for me. Yeah it hit me hard at first, but in a split second i realized i was such a lucky girl. I am. Being able to know the truth before hand is lucky...and a miracle in my part. So...follow the golden rule, no matter what, just listen to your inner heart and you'll be okay.

::unhappy yet grateful mode on::